AMAZED

I am constantly amazed at how someone so small can capture your heart so fast. As many of you know my oldest will be 11 years old July 3rd. I didn't think I would ever get the chance at motherhood again. As a matter of fact my husband and I were told that having children was going to be next to impossible. I found out the day after my 30th birthday that I was in fact going to be a mommy again. I must admit scared was not the only word that came to mind. It was like the first time all over again. I am so grateful for this new chapter in my life. My sons are incredible, I probally don't tell my oldest that enough. I am a little strict and very tough on him. He dosen't see it now, but I only want the best for him. Meaning I want him to escape all the mistakes that I have made over the years. God knows I've made enough for the both of us. I am truly proud of him and the wonderful young man that he is becoming. My prayers are with every women who is or who has undergone this wild,yet totaly awesome ride called motherhood.